Charlie Leigh Johnson

18,th may 2010.

sweet heavenly dreams
*~~*~~* Is It Reality *~~*~~*

I heard you speak to me last night
I heard you plain as day
You spoke to me just like you did
Before you went away

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The music of your voice
I still can hear it yet
It was so very beautiful
How could I ever forget

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I closed my eyes and saw your face
Smiling down at me
I thought, this is only a dream
It's not reality

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But these dreams sustain me
They help me to go on
When I'm asleep and dreaming
I can believe that your not gone

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Or are you really, here with me
When I close my eyes at night
Telling me that you're happy
Telling me you're alright

Copyright� Ingrid Aspey 8/4/10

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lv always mandy.x.x.x.

Mandy Barry

May 18, 2010

10,th may 2010.


Special angel flying high,
We are sorry that we still cry,
But you see your loved everyday,
And missed in each and every way.

What we would give to have you back here,
What we would give to just hold you near,
No one will ever know the exact pain,
That we feel again and again.

The sun it shines, the sky is blue,
Just like it was the day you flew,
These days seem so hard now your up above,
But please know we send you so much love.

Lv Always Mandy.x.x.x.

Mandy Barry

May 10, 2010

11,th march 2010.

BUTTERFLIES FROM HEAVEN

When we lose our loved ones they never die
For I know once heaven takes their souls
The Dear Lord leaves a little of them here
To turn into beautiful butterflies
So they can be near our hearts

Blessed are those who can see the beauty
Of the life which has gone to what is "God's Art"
When we look for the angels
They will send us Jesus' love
I saw a butterfly today, my last prayer I gave away


Heaven is more than souls of our loved ones
When a father, mother, a brother, sister or a child dies
Their hearts live in those who have loved them
Every grain of sand, every sunrise and sunset
All the good things we know and love
They all go to Jesus for Him to protect


As a gift, The Lord, lets us have a glimpse of those we love
For a brief moment in time, for a short while
A butterfly is seen at our window, sent from heaven
Then we know, all will be well with those we love.

lv hugs and kisses mandy.x.x.x.

Mandy Barry

March 11, 2010

28,TH FEB 2010


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Wrap your Angel Wings around me
Let me feel your love
Hold me realy close to you
I need your loving hug
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I sometimes feel you near me
When i feel theres nothing more
I found your pure white feather
Just lying on the floor
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I know you'll never leave me
Now my heart aches so much more
Please wrap your wings around me
And protect me like before
copyright� Vicky Deaville 28/2/2010
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Love Always Mandy.x.x.x.

Mandy Barry

February 28, 2010

18,th feb 2010.

This Beautiful Butterfly..

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Is a gift to you above..
With it's wings of many colours
Made with love

You fly high..
Just like this beautiful butterfly
You fly past the stars..
And up to the moon
Oh why sweet angel..
Was you gone too soon?

You spread your wings..
Just like this beautiful butterfly
Go fly through the clouds
And up to the sky

With not a care..
You fly free
And if you can..
Fly home to me


copyright� Jackie Thomas 22/07/09.

lv always mandy.x.x.x.

Mandy Barry

February 18, 2010

12,th feb 2010.
ღ♥ღ LOVE YOU MORE ღ♥ღ

ღ♥ღ Do I Love You
To The Moon And Back?
No,I Love You
More Than That. ღ♥ღ

ღ♥ღ I Love You To The Desert Sands,
The Mountains,Stars
The Planets,And ღ♥ღ

ღ♥ღ I Love You To The Deepest Sea
And Deeper Still
Through History. ღ♥ღ

ღ♥ღ Before Beyond I Love You Then,
I Love You Now
I'll Love You When ღ♥ღ

ღ♥ღ The Sun's Gone Out,
The Moon's Gone Home,
And All The Stars Are Fully Grown. ღ♥ღ

ღ♥ღ When I No Longer Say These Words,
I'll Give Them To The Wind And The Birds
...So That They'll Still Be Heard. ღ♥ღ

ღ♥ღ LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU ALWAYS ღ♥ღ...

Mandy Barry

February 12, 2010

23,rd january 2010.
♥
Why are you crying? Do you think I am gone?
I haven’t left you, I’m where I belong
♥
Anytime you are lonely, anytime you are sad
Anytime that your heartbreaks, anytime you are mad
♥
All you have to do is close your eyes and I’ll be there with you
You see the world may take my body but that’s all it can do
♥
When Jesus died upon the cross, he took away our sins
He conquered death so we can live in heaven where life begins
♥
Don’t stop the memory of the time we shared
Its god’s way to help you get through
♥
Take time to laugh when life gets hard the way we used to do
A smell? A touch? The morning sun? They will all help you see
♥
I’m still there. I never left. Now smile once more for me
♥
Live each day. Keep looking up. My life was not in vain
I finished the task I was born to do
♥
That’s why I couldn’t remain
Until I see you-I love you forever and always
♥
Unknown

lv always mandy.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.

Mandy Barry

January 23, 2010

19,th january 2010.
~ With Love ~
♥*•.♥*•.♥*•.♥*•.♥*•.♥*•.♥*•.♥*•.

Hear me as I whisper
Though I whisper soft and low
There’s something I must tell you
There’s something you should know

I know that life is fleeting
I know that this is true
I left this world so quickly
With no goodbye to you

I know how much you miss me
Your tears fall ever light
The pillow where you lay your head
Is wet most every night

But trust me when I tell you
I’m happy here with god
To those that do not know the lord
To them this may seem odd

But forever I’ll be smiling
With those I walk among
I’ll be forever happy
And I’ll be forever young

There are no words to tell you
Of the beauty heaven bears
As angels took me by the hand
And I walked heavens stairs

I know my wings came early
For you, this was not planned
But god who is all knowing
Will help you understand

Please know I’m with you always
I live inside your heart
And when we once more meet again
It’s there we’ll never part

For now I’m very busy ‘tho
There’s work still yet to do
I’m busy with our saviour
As we make a place for you

So wipe your tears and smile for me
It’s only for a while
Then I’ll meet you here at heaven’s gate
When you walk your last mile

You are forever missed

♥*•.♥*•.♥*•.♥*•.♥*•.♥*•.♥*•.♥*•.
Written by Dee(Diana)
December 2005
lv always mandy.x.x.x.

Mandy Barry

January 19, 2010

8,th january 2010.

♥I love you dear mummy
And i know I'm not here today
But last night while i slept
Sweet angels flew me away
`*ღ♥.•* ღ * •.♥ღ ღ♥.•* ღ * •.♥ღ

They gave me a beautiful garden
With wings to fly to you
Mummy don't cry i am here
And that's what angels do
`*ღ♥.•* ღ * •.♥ღ ღ♥.•* ღ * •.♥ღ

I'm happy in my garden mummy
And i want you to smile for me
As now i can watch over you
Just like you watched over me
`*ღ♥.•* ღ * •.♥ღ ღ♥.•* ღ * •.♥ღ

Send me some lovely flowers
And little gifts for me to play
Don't miss me mummy i love you
And i am here right now today.
`*ღ♥.•* ღ * •.♥ღ ღ♥.•* ღ * •.♥ღ

Mandy Barry

January 8, 2010

29,th December 2009.
I stood beside your bed last night, I came to have a peek.
I could see that you were crying and you found it hard to sleep.
I 'spoke' to you softly as you brushed away a tear ...
'It's me, I haven't left you. I'm well, I'm fine. I'm here.'

I was close to you at breakfast as you slowly sipped your tea.
You were thinking of the many times your hands reached down to me.
I was with you at the shops today, your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels, I wished I could do more.

I was with you at my grave today. you tend it with such care.
I want to reassure you that I'm not lying there.
I walked towards home beside you as you fumbled for your key.
I gently touched you with my hand and softly said 'It's me.'

You looked so very tired as you sank into your chair,
I tried so hard to let you know that I was standing there.
It's possible for me to be so near you every day,
To say to you with certainty 'I never went away.'

As you sat there very quietly, you smiled and then you knew ... :o)
In the stillness of the evening that I was very close to you.
The day for now is over and as I watch you yawning,
I'll say 'Good night, God bless for now and I'll see you in the morning.'

lv always mandy.xxx.

Mandy Barry

December 29, 2009